like a salve. She inhaled deeply, mouth, then noseâonce, and then again. Monica and Grace were already up there, their backs resting against a wrought iron railing, legs crossed beneath them. Truth be told, there wasnât much room to do much else; the entire enclosed spaceâwhich Ozzie informed them was called a widowâs walkâwas about as large as a throw rug. Butthey were up high. And my God, Nora thought as she stared up at the moon above themâfull and yellow as a soft-boiled egg yolkâwas this the first time she had ever really looked at the moon? The light around it was a neon blue, enclosed yet again by a thinner, paler line, a pulsing white heat. If she rose up on her tiptoes, she thought, she might be able to touch it. The first line from the novel Catch-22 flickered across her brain: âIt was love at first sight.â And it was. Right here, right now, she felt something stir inside her that she hadnât even known was there. Sheâd never seen anything so beautiful.
Ozzie sat down next to Monica, motioning for Nora to do the same. Nora settled in between Grace and Ozzie, her knees touching theirs on either side. âEveryone here?â Ozzie asked. âMonsie, me, Grace, and Nora.â She hesitated, looking at Nora. âThat reminds me. I looked up your name last night. Itâs Greek.â
Nora felt something tense inside.
âIt means âlight,ââ Ozzie said. âIsnât that cool?â
Light. Nora couldnât imagine Mama ever feeling anything close to lightness when it came to her. Sheâd barely used her name at all, in fact, referring to Nora most of the time as âgirlâ or âyou.â Nora turned the word over inside her mouth. Light. She liked the feel of it, small and smooth, like a marble. Or a jewel. Something waiting for just the right moment before it exploded into a million fractured pieces of energy. She nodded, smiling shyly at Ozzie.
âWhatâs your name mean?â Grace asked Ozzie. âI donât think Iâve ever even heard it before.â
Ozzie straightened up. âItâs a male name.â She surveyed the group with a quick glance, as if daring any one of them to laugh. âItâs Hebrew,â she went on. âAnd it means âstrength.ââ
Monica nodded in satisfaction. Grace raised her left eyebrow and then lowered it again. Nora grinned. As if the word could mean anything else.
âOkay then,â Ozzie said. âLetâs start. Rules first.â She grabbed a notebook sitting off to the side and handed it to Monica. âYou want to read, Monsie?â
Monica pushed her orange bangs out of her face and cleared her throat. The light from the moon cast a soft glow over her face, blurring her pudgy features, softening the scraggly edges of her hair. âRule number one: Never speak of the group outside of this circle. To anyone. Ever. Rule number two: Members must always bring something of themselves to share at every meeting. Rule number three: Stick wishes are private, unless a member wants to discuss them with the rest of the group. No stick wishâno matter how weirdâwill be judged. Failure to abide by any said rules can result in immediate dismissal.â She looked up. âOkay, thatâs it.â
Grace frowned. âWhat the heck is a stick wish?â
âHold your horses, jumpy,â Ozzie said. âThose come last. Is there anything anyone wants to add?â
Grace shook her head.
âHow about you, Nora?â
Nora hesitated, bringing her fingers to her earlobe. Maybe it wasnât such a good idea to bring something up at the first meeting. Especially if you were new. And you didnât talk.
âGo on,â Ozzie urged. âI can tell you want to say something. Youâre part of the group now. You can tell us.â
Nora flicked her eyes at Ozzie and then pulled out her pencil. âWhat about a
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