Maybe Lindaâs father wanted to see how much I could take.
Finally they left. I felt somebody pick me up and pull me into the bowling alley bathroom. He was a pretty high-up guy, so he had his connections, too. He was from a different crew and I think a different family. Other people I knew from the neighborhood had come in and they were taking care of me.
A lot of people knew me. I was the athlete. I did everything. I played baseballâI was a baseball star. I was a musicianâI played the drums. I was also a party kid. But I also had a sense of honor. I wasnât the type of guy who would just screw you over for nothing. If you screwed me, Iâd get you, but if you didnât, you had no problems with me.
So those guys told me to stay in the bowling alley bathroom and not come out. I guess they were making sure that Lindaâs fatherâs crew didnât come back hunting for Stephen or me.
After a while, they said it was okay for me to leave the bathroom. I didnât want to leave, though. I was petrified. Finally they took me to my friendâs house, and then they took me home.
My mother and sister almost passed out when I walked through the door.They both started crying. My sister had to sit down because she was so hysterical. My father was pissed.
âWho the fuck did this to you?â
I didnât want to tell him because I was scared of what was going to happen; my father had a high-level job with the federal government. But I finally told him.
âCome on, weâre going over to the house.â
âYouâre fucking crazy! Iâm not going over there. Dad, come on, heâs a fucking maniac. He just told me if he ever sees me again, or sees me near his family, heâs going to fucking kill me. And I believe him. So, no, Iâm not going over there. Youâre crazy.â
âYouâre fucking going over there with me.â
When we got to Lindaâs house, my father made me stand right outside the door. He rang the bell. Greg came to the door and invited us in. Everything was respectful. My father was pissed, but he was still talking in a respectful manner. For one thing, my father was not dumb. He didnât want to get killed, either.
We were all sitting down on this little couch that was in the front room. My father and Greg were having a sit-down. They came to an agreement.
âNow the agreement is, they stay away from each other, okay? You donât touch my family,â my father told Greg. âAnd I wonât touch your family.â
And they shook hands on it. Thatâs when Greg called Linda downstairs. I was one of those nice guys. But once you screwed me, forget it. When I got involved with somebody, I really opened up to them. I gave them everything. I felt very betrayed by Linda because I thought she ratted me out to her father. So when she came downstairs, I looked at her pretty much like I hated her.
When Linda saw me, she screamed at her father. âI hate you.â And then she ran back upstairs. Then my father and I left.
Before all this happened, Greg liked me. First of all, I had the same name as him and she had the same name as her mother. So it was, âGreg and Linda, Greg and Linda.â The fact that he liked me probably saved my life.
I had an eye on Linda from the get-go. She used to come and watch us play softball, and Iâd always see her hanging around. I never really talked to her in the beginning. Then I heard about her and her dad. I knew a little bit about that. But what stood out about her was that she really didnât want that whole lifestyle.
She dressed down a lot. Sheâd wear these little terrycloth sweatpantsânothing fancy or anything that made her look like a little Italian princess. She was so cute, but she looked normalâshe always just wanted to look normal. And thatâs the way she acted.
She was really sweetâa lot sweeter than a typical Brooklyn girl, who
Alta Hensley
Rainer Maria Rilke
Kathleen Brooks
Dakota Lake
Nikki Godwin
Alyssa Ezra
Josephine Hart
Christine Wenger
Clara Benson
Lynne Barron