it?ââ
He smiled. âThatâs a habit you get into if you think youâre cleverer than everyone else and you donât want to admit it in case you get a hostile reaction,â he said.
âAnd were you cleverer than everyone else?â she asked, her voice gentler than the question, a trick she had perfected over the years.
He sat back. âThe blokes I played with,â he said, his forefinger on his thumb as he began to count them off. âOne of themâs the manager of a First Division side and has been for the past eight years. One of themâs the managing director of his own sporting goods business. One of them took a pub in the Cotswolds â¦â He let his hands drop. âNo,â he said. âI wasnât.â
Her eyes held his.
âBut youâre clever,â he added.
âAm I?â
âYou were a university lecturer, according to the sports desk,â he said.
She smiled. âYes,â she said. âFor about five minutesâ
âWhy The Chronicle ?â he asked. âI would have thought that the ladiesâ page was slumming for someone like you.â
âIt pays quite well,â she said. She didnât argue with his definition of her activities; one reason for the pseudonym was so that her more academic acquaintances didnât find out what she did for a living. âAnd I enjoy it,â she said. She had enjoyed it. Until this evening.
His eyes went from hers to take in the rest of her. âYouâre not anything like any of the other women Iâve known,â he said.
âOh?â
âNo. They all wore lip-gloss and had their hair dyed.â
âAnd because I donât, you want my advice on what you should do about your son?â she asked incredulously.
âIâd like to know what you think,â he said. âThatâs all.â
She considered that. âDoes he know he has a real father somewhere?â she asked.
âYes. They legally adopted him. I think he assumes he was in an orphanage.â
âHow old is he now?â
âFifteen.â
âThen it has to be between you and him,â she said. âIâd be inclined to think that he has the right to know.â
âYes,â said Mac. âBut would he want to know?â
Melissa thought. âYou could use a third party,â she said. âA solicitor, or someone. He could write to him, letting him know that the possibility exists of meeting his real father. Then it would be up to him.â
Macâs brow cleared a little. âI said you were clever,â he said. âI never thought of that.â
âWhat did you do once youâd decided to walk the straight and narrow?â Melissa asked, changing the subject quickly before he could get round to asking her if she knew any solicitors.
âI signed on as unemployed,â he said. âAnd I did anything they gave me, anything I could find myself. All over the country.â He smiled. âIt was a good way to see the place â maybe I should write a book about itâ
âWhat sort of jobs?â
âLabouring, gardening, washing windows, cars. Iâve been an ice-cream salesman, a courier â on a pushbike. I still donât have my licence back.â
âWhat brought you here?â
âYou have to be somewhere,â said Mac. âI thought there might be work on the building sites, but there wasnât. I got a job in a garage â Iâm a sort of a salesman.â
Melissa sighed. Macâs work record sounded very like a hair shirt to her. â How did the column come about?â she asked.
It turned out that the sports editor had taken his car in for its MOT, and had been startled to find an ex-international footballer in the showroom, when he had gone to drool over the new cars. Mac had persuaded him to let him put his name above a column.
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