words offended Julienâs pride, and dissipated the charming atmosphere which he had been enjoying for the last quarter of an hour.
âYes, Madame,â he said, trying to assume an air of coldness, âI know Latin as well as the curé, who has been good enough to say sometimes that I know it even better.â
Madame de Rênal thought that Julien looked extremely wicked. He had stopped two paces from her. She approached and said to him in a whisper:
âYou wonât beat my children the first few days, will you, even if they do not know their lessons?â
The softness and almost supplication of so beautiful a lady made Julien suddenly forget what he owed to his reputation as a Latinist. Madame de Rênalâs face was close to his own. He smelt the perfume of a womanâs summer clothing, a quite astonishing experience for a poor peasant. Julien blushed extremely, and said with a sigh in a faltering voice:
âFear nothing, Madame, I will obey you in everything.â
It was only now, when her anxiety about her children had been relieved once and for all, that Madame de Rênal was struck by Julienâs extreme beauty. The comparative effeminancy of his features and his air of extreme embarrassment did not seem in any way ridiculous to a woman who was herself extremely timid. The male air, which is usually considered essential to a manâs beauty, would have terrified her.
âHow old are you, sir?â she said to Julien.
âNearly nineteen.â
âMy elder son is eleven,â went on Madame de Rênal, who had completely recovered her confidence. âHe will be almost a chum for you. You will talk sensibly to him. His father started beating him once. The child was ill for a whole week, and yet it was only a little tap.â
What a difference between him and me, thought Julien. Why, it was only yesterday that my father beat me. How happy these rich people are. Madame de Rênal, who had already begun to observe the fine nuances of the workings in the tutorâs mind, took this fit of sadness for timidity and tried to encourage him.
âWhat is your name, Monsieur?â she said to him, with an accent and a graciousness whose charm Julien appreciated without being able to explain.
âI am called Julien Sorel, Madame. I feel nervous of entering a strange house for the first time in my life. I have need of your protection and I want you to make many allowances for me during the first few days. I have never been to the college, I was too poor. I have never spoken to anyone else except my cousin who was Surgeon-Major, Member of the Legion of Honour, and M. the curé Chélan. He will give you a good account of me. My brothers always used to beat me, and you must not believe them if they speak badly of me to you. You must forgive my faults, Madame. I shall always mean everything for the best.â
Julien had regained his confidence during this long speech. He was examining Madame de Rênal. Perfect grace works wonders when it is natural to the character, and above all, when the person whom it adorns never thinks of trying to affect it. Julien, who was quite a connoisseur in feminine beauty, would have sworn at this particular moment that she was not more than twenty. The rash idea of kissing her hand immediately occurred to him. He soon became frightened of his idea. A minute later he said to himself, it will be an act of cowardice if I do not carry out an action which may be useful to me, and lessen the contempt which this fine lady probably has for a poor workman just taken away from the saw-mill. Possibly Julien was a little encouraged through having heard some young girls repeat on Sundays during the last six months the words âpretty boy.â
During this internal debate, Madame de Rênal was giving him two or three hints on the way to commence handling the children. The strain Julien was putting on himself made him once more very pale. He
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