me.
âOregon. We didnât interact much with the other covens. We lived in the country. I donât know what other covens do.â
âIâve heard of it,â Miro said, his voice quieting. âClosed covens. Like a . . . commune.â
âBut Iâve never heard of a witch without a family book,â Shelley insisted. âMaybe you call it something different there?â
âI have a spellbook,â I said lamely. âIs it different?â
âVery. A family book is usually small, a leather-bound notepad, like the size of a cell phone,â she explained. âIt lists the remedies and herbs that work for your bloodline. Itâs incredibly helpful when a witch is transitioning, because the tisane recipes have been perfected over the years. Without knowing what works for your line, I can only give you something that boosts your whole system. I canât address specific symptoms. Also, I could add an ingredient that could hurt you. The family book will list those dangerous herbs as well.â
âIâve never heard of it.â I sighed, frustrated. How many other important things didnât I know? âCan we work around it?â
Neither of them responded. Instead, I watched Miroâs eyes skip over my neck, ears, my hands. âWait . . . whereâs your talisman?â
His question shouldnât have shamed me, but it did. I did know the importance of a talisman. Why hadnât my parents given me one? They knew my magic was comingâhow could they have left me so defenseless? My cheeks grew hot and I looked at the floor.
âBut that doesnât make sense,â Shelley said. She brought her face closer to mine. âYou must have one. How old are you?â
I forced my chin up. âSixteen. But please, listenââ
âSheâs lying,â Miro growled.
Careful , I told myself. You donât know where you are .
âBreeda, I want you to tell us what you think just happened to you,â Shelley said softly, as if she were talking to a small child.
What had happened? I could breathe now, but my lungs still quivered from the aftershocks of oxygen deprivation. The muscles in my arms and legs felt tender, as though someone had pummeled them with a stick. âIâm getting my magic, I think? People get sick when that happens. Or, my mom just got sick when we were coming out here, and I caught whatever she had.â
âOf course your mother is sick,â Miro said, throwing his arms up in exasperation. âSheâs transitioning!â
âLike you are,â Shelley added. Her voice contained none of Miroâs anger. âYouâre pulling your new powers from your bloodline, so your parents are feeling the impact. The magic will make you sick at the start, but it might make your parents even sicker. When you all come through the other end, theyâll be weaker. You know that, right?â
I didnât know how to respond. I wanted to cry. Roll up into a little ball and sob. âIâveâIâve never heard it explained like that,â I finally managed. âIâve never heard it called that wordâ transitioning .â
Miroâs eyes seemed cold suddenly, so I could hardly remember the warmth Iâd seen in them just a few moments ago, when he leaned over me. âWhat do you call it, then?â
My mind whirred, the events of the past few days forming into mismatched puzzle pieces. âWe didnât have a . . . name for it. At least I donât think so. When the other kids showed signs of getting magic, they were sent to a training center in Seaside.â
âWhat kind of signs?â Shelley asked.
I thought about Brandon complaining that he didnât feel well before he left, and about Sonyaâs sudden asthma. âThey got sick.â
âYes,â Shelley said, nodding. âThat kind of announces the beginning. What did they say
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