party later tonight. I decided to tell her about what I did the other day. I thought that we were just going to laugh and gush over all the details, but by seeing her screw face, maybe I should have kept that story to myself.
“And then we had sex.” I told her. “What’s the big deal?” She was looking at me like I gave away my virginity or something.
“Did you even get his name?”
“No….”
“What the fuck? You’re just fucking strangers now Melissa?”
“I hate to be that bitch that says, ‘It just happened,’ but honestly it did.” I shrugged when I saw that the look on her face didn’t change. “I was a bit tipsy when I approached him, but I was sober when it all happened. I just wanted to get fucked and it had been a while so….” I drifted off.”
“Girl…” She rolled her eyes. “Was it good?”
I closed my eyes and saw it all over again. We went from flirting at the bar, to kissing in the streets, to sex at his hotel room. With my eyes closed, I swore that I felt all his touches, his body on mine, his tongue inside of me, and his hardness pounding me. It was some of the best sex I ever had. Who knows if I could ever get it like that again? Maybe it was good because I was really horny. Maybe it was good because he was in tune with my body. Maybe I’ll never find out.
“Fuck yeah, it was good.” I laughed. I licked my lips at the thought of him and I. “It was really good, but enough about that. I didn’t have sex with him to fall in love or to get into a relationship. That was the whole point why I didn’t give him a name.”
“Did he ask?”
“Of course he asked but I didn’t give it to him.”
“Aw, what if he wanted to get to know you?”
“Janet….”
Janet was giving me those puppy eyes and I had to remind myself that Janet was a hopeless romantic. She was the type that watched those gushy over-the-top love stories and thought that it could happen to her. She was even after I got my heart broken, she was still a fighter for love. She had been in love many times and each time she got her heart broken, she built it back together like nothing happened. I admired her for that, but after mine broke, I told myself that I wasn’t going to fall in love again, and I meant it. That’s why I avoided men since my breakup.
I’ve had men approach me but I turned them all down. Janet swears that I’m going back to Michael but I don’t see it happening. I just wanted to be by myself for a while. Crazy as it seems, I liked being single. I just kept to myself, answered to myself, and was by myself. I didn’t have to tell a man where I was going or who I was with. It was a sweet arrangement for me. Of course every now and then I would get horny and that’s what happened the other night. I got horny and made an excellent choice in the man I got with. He served his purpose and now he was gone.
“But enough about that, how about this New Year’s party tonight? I can not wait! I’ve been working like crazy. I can’t remember the last time I had fun. If I have to file one more tort of brief, I’m going to go crazy. I can’t wait for this party though.” I jumped up and down. “I just tried on your gold dress, and it is everything.” I whirled around. “I’m just going to do my makeup and then my hair. I got all my things right here.”
“Good, because you know I always have to borrow something from you.”
“But don’t borrow means that you give it back.”
“Stop playing, you know I always give it back.”
“Nah chick, I always buy it and by the time you bring it back, I don’t want doubles.”
“But I still give it back.” She playfully stuck her tongue out.
“Whatever. I got to put on this sexy smelling lotion, the perfume, and this new lip gloss I just got.” I listed all that I have to do before we went out for the night. “I can’t wait! Now that I have had sex, I got this new boost of energy and shit.” I laughed.
“Good dick will do that for
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