felt it erupt inside me. My body churned â as if I were vomiting my anger! An animal roar burst from deep down. A terrifying, menacing bellow of horror. So loud and furious, it even frightened me . But I couldnât stop the anger. I lost myself. Lost Lu-Ann. Lost myself in the boiling sea of anger. Sank into it. Sank deep into the red, blinding red of my hate and fury. I raised my eyes to the costumed kids in Pollyâs living room. They were still laughing. The idiots. The stupid jerks. They thought I was putting on some kind of show. Iâll show them it isnât pretend. I attacked. I leaped over the banister and landed on a boy in a mummy costume. We both toppled to the floor. I wrapped my hands around his throat and squeezed until he squeaked. Then I jumped to my feet. I lowered my shoulder and ran into a couple of girls. They fell backward and slammed into a wall. I tossed back my head and let out another furious roar. Kids werenât laughing anymore. Now they were screaming. Now they were backing away in fright. Ha. I leaped up and ripped streamers off the ceiling. I knocked over a table and sent a lamp crashing to the floor. âStop! Stop! Lu-Ann â stop!â I heard Mrs. Martin screaming. I grabbed a pumpkin pie off the food table and smashed it in her face. Then I hoisted up the food table in both hands and tipped it on its side. All the food and drinks slid to the floor. The punch bowl shattered into a million pieces, sending the orange drink pooling over the carpet. Kids screamed in terror. I saw a couple of girls run out the front door. Polly had a phone to her ear. Was she calling the police? I didnât care. I couldnât control myself. Couldnât control my red rage. I ripped a painting off the wall and smashed its glass frame against the banister. Kids shrieked and screamed. I loved it! Pollyâs mom was still wiping pie off her face. I heaved a vase at the wall. She spun toward me and sprang forward, trying to tackle me. With a cry, I dodged past her outstretched arms. I took a flying leap and dove right through the living-room window. Glass shattered and crashed all around me. I landed on my knees. Then I climbed quickly to my feet. And took off, roaring down the street, screaming like a crazed animal.
The cool night air felt good on my hot face. I was panting hard, my chest heaving up and down. I ran to the street. Stopped at the bottom of Pollyâs driveway. And ripped the mailbox off its pole. I threw it at the house. My shoes slapped the pavement as I ran along the sidewalk. I knew I should stop running. I knew I should try to fight this anger. But it was too powerful. I wasnât strong enough to battle it. I felt sooooo ANGRY. I saw three little kids trick-or-treating at a brightly decorated house across the street. I waited till they were halfway down the front lawn. Then I ran up to them, roaring. I grabbed their candy bags and ripped them to pieces. Candy went flying over the grass. Two of the kids started to cry. That made me laugh. I tipped over a bike in the next driveway. I bent down, grabbed a sprinkler hose â and ripped the hose in two with my bare hands. Water went gushing over the lawn. What next? What next? I turned the corner and ran, searching for more trick-or-treaters to scare. I slowed down when I heard sounds behind me. Heavy footsteps on the pavement. I heard a shout. Who was coming after me? I spun around â and saw Marcus and Brad running fast. âLu-Ann â wait up! Lu-Ann!â Marcus called breathlessly. âStop! We want to help you!â Brad cried. âHelp me?â I grunted in a raspy voice that wasnât mine. â You want to help me? Hereâs what I think about your help!â I grabbed Brad and sank my teeth into his shoulder. He screamed, more in surprise than in pain. I laughed and let him go. I could feel thick drool running down my chin. I slid my fangs