Why Did You Leave the Horse Alone?

Why Did You Leave the Horse Alone? by Mahmoud Darwish

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no army restrains me
    And no country. As if I were the last of the guard
    Or a poet wander in his fears…

VI.
Ring the Curtain
Down…

The Testimony of Bertolt Brecht before a Military Court
    (1967)
    Your Honour!
    I am not a soldier,
    So what do you want from me?
    What the court is talking about is no business of mine,
    The past has swiftly gone into the past…
    Without hearing a word from me.
    The war has retired into the café for a rest…
    And your airmen have returned safe
    And the sky has broken in my language, Your Honour
    – And this is my personal business –
    But your subjects are dragging my sky behind them… delighted
    And are overlooking my heart, and throwing banana skins
    Down the well. They are passing quickly in front of me
    And saying: Good evening, sometimes,
    And coming into the courtyard of my house… quietly
    And sleeping on the cloud of my sleep… securely
    And speaking my very words,
    In my stead,
    To my window, and to the summer which sweats jasmine essence
    And they re-dream my own dream,
    In my stead,
    And they weep with my eyes psalms of longing
    And sing, as I sang to olive and fig
    To the partial and the whole in the hidden meaning
    And they live my life just as they please,
    In my stead,
    And they tread carefully on my name…
    And I, Your Honour am here
    In the hall of the past, a prisoner
    The war is over. Your officers have come back safe
    And the vines have spread in my language, Your
    Honour – and this is my personal business – if
    My cell hems me in, the Earth is wide,
    But your subjects are angrily examining my words
    And calling out to Akhab and Jezebel: Come on, inherit
    Naboth’s rich orchard!
    And they say: God is ours
    And the Earth of God as well
    And no one else’s!
    What do you want, Your Honour,
    From a passer-by among passers-by?
    In a country where executioner asks
    His victims to recommend him for medals!
    Now is the time for me to cry out
    And drop the mask of words:
    This is a cell, Sir, not a court
    And I am witness and judge. You are the prosecution
    So leave the bench, and go: you are free I am free,
    Prisoner judge
    Your airmen have come back safe
    And the sky has broken in my first language –
    And this is my personal business – so that
    Our dead return to us – safe!

A Disagreement, Non-Linguistic, with Imru’ al-Qais
    They rang the curtain down
    Leaving to us room to return to others
    Defective. We went up to the cinema screen
    Smiling, as we should be on
    The cinema screen, and we improvised words already prepared
    For us, regretting the last opportunity
    For martyrs. Then we took a bow submitting
    Our names to those who are walking on either side. And we returned
    To our tomorrow, defective…
    *
    They rang the curtain down
    They triumphed
    They passed over all our yesterday,
    They forgave
    Their victim his sins when he apologised
    Words that would come into his mind,
    They changed Time’s bell
    And they triumphed…
    *
    When they brought us to the chapter before the last
    We looked back: there was smoke
    Towering up from time, white, over the gardens
    Behind us. And the peacocks spread their fans
    Of colour around Caesar’s message to those who repented
    Of the words which were worn out. For example:
    The description of a freedom that cannot find its bread. The description
    Of bread without the salt of freedom, or praise of a dove
    Flying far from longing…
    Caesar’s message was like champagne to the smoke
    Ascending from the balcony of Time
    White…
    *
    They rang the curtain down
    They triumphed
    They photographed our skies to their heart’s content
    One star at a time
    They photographed our days to their heart’s content
    One cloud at a time,
    They changed Time’s bell
    And they triumphed…
    *
    We looked at our role on the coloured tape,
    But could not find a star to the North or a tent
    To the South. We did not recognise our voice, ever.
    Our blood did not speak over the microphones on
    That

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