Abandonmentâs eyes, challenging. âWeâll kill him.â
âThat was always the plan. He must Ascend, and we must have control when he does.â
âThe plan could be changed,â pleaded Acceptance. âWe could save the boy. We donât know he has to die to Ascend. If enough people believe in him, he might Ascend anyway.â
A wave of relief washed over Konig. His Doppels remained divided. He stepped forward and said, âNo. The plan cannot be changed. What is the love of one child in comparison to the worship of millions? Morgen is a tool to be used and nothing more.â He felt a stab of annoyance at mirroring Abandonmentâs words. Had the Doppelâs influence grown beyond the others?
âWe know you donât believe that,â said Acceptance. âWe know what the child means to you.â
Trepidation, the quietest, most reticent Doppel, looked from Acceptance to Abandonment and finally to Konig. âThe boy is dangerous. His power grows too quickly. We will lose control.â
âThere is no we. I will control him,â said Konig, but suspected Trepidation might be onto something. This was the advantage of being able to speak to oneâs subconscious. Most people floundered about, never really knowing what they thought. He might not trust them, but in a way, they were the ones he could most trust. âTell me the rest, Trepidation.â
âAre Morgenâs powers a sign of the faith of the Geborene believers, or are they his own delusions taking form? Are we creating a god, or just an extremely powerful Geisteskranken?â
âIs there a difference?â asked Konig. âDoes it not make sense he becomes a Geisteskranken before Ascending? If anything, thistells us our plans are working.â He growled in anger and corrected himself. â My plans.â
âNo,â whispered Trepidation. âThis is too fast. The boy must have been unbalanced to begin with. If his powers develop too fast, we will be unable to force his Ascension. He may fall short of being a god, but a Geisteskranken backed by the worship of all Selbsthass could overpower us.â
âNo,â disagreed Acceptance. âThe child loves us. He trusts us.â
âAnd you are a fool to trust him.â Abandonment rose from the chair and paced the floor, his crimson robes whispering against the thick carpet. The Doppel mimicked Konigâs gait perfectlyâobviously.
Did Abandonmentâs distrust refer to Morgen or himself? He often suspected a flow of subtext beneath everything his Doppels said and did. It seemed they communicated on a level he could detect but not comprehend. As he felt earlier, he could trust them, but only inasmuch as he could trust in himself to understand themâand right now, there was doubt.
Trepidation sat in the now-empty chair. âIf Morgen understands his power, he will become very dangerous. Weâd be fools not to consider the possibility he might be using us for his own ends.â
Acceptance looked distraught and raised his hands as if in supplication. âHeâs just a boy. A child. We created who he is.â
âNo,â Trepidation disagreed. âWe create who he will become . We have no idea what kind of person this child is . We must kill him now and start the experiment over. With what we have learned from our failures, the next batch would certainly succeed.â
Konig chuckled, relief flooding him as he realized what the Doppels were trying to do. âAh, I see. Yes, begin the experiment again. Of course.â He glanced at the reflections of himself gathered in the massive mirror, a crowd of identically gaunt,bald men. They hungrily watched the goings-on in a world they couldnât touch. Konig turned to glare at each of the Doppels in turn. âThink me a weak-minded fool, do you? This experiment took a decade and I shudder to think how strong the three of you might be ten
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