of sons who, for whatever crime, had been cast out of their lineages. Almost always, the grandmother, great-grandmother, or a sister stepped in and reclaimed the innocent children. âDo they not know about you?â
There was no missing the anguish her question caused him. âThey know. They just donât care.â
The waiter returned with their food. Felicia had to force herself not to curl her lip at what Talyn was forced to eat. Water, and a giant portion of plain white meat, brown rice, cut-up raw fruit, and three hard-boiled eggs. They werenât even salted.
âIs that really what youâre eating?â
He nodded. âI have a very restricted diet whenever Iâm in training.â
âOut of curiosity, champ, when arenât you training?â
He snorted before he spoke again. âI have a very restricted diet, all the time.â
She shook her head. âWhen was the last time you had cake?â
âMy tenth birthday.â
âIs that a joke?â
âI donât think so.â
Feeling guilty, she sampled her delicious-looking food. Which was quite tasty. âSo what exactly is your daily schedule like?â
He swallowed his bite of egg. âI get up at five, run ten miles. Shower. Have to make check-in by seven. The armada owns my worthless ass until nineteen hundred. Sometimes later. Grab a quick bite. Then I spend three to four hours in the gym at night, training. I usually have two evenings off from double-duty and practice, but the weekends are full training days or matches or maneuvers.â
Gah, she couldnât imagine such a grueling, unforgiving schedule. How did he stay sane? âWhat do you do for fun?â
âClimb.â
âAnd when do you get to climb?â
He ate a bite of rice. âGround maneuvers, rescue and survival training, every couple of months. Then, once a year, during my liberty week.â
âAnd?â she prompted.
âAnd what?â
âWhat else do you enjoy?â
âSleep.â
âTalyn, Iâm serious.â
âAs am I. Why do you think I want a command position so badly? Theyâd drop my hours down to only ten hours a day, four days a week. And Iâd get two weeks of liberty a year. Best of all, Iâd have a later curfew. And Iâd get one night a week without one.â
Never had she been happier that her own half-Vest status had kept her out of the military.
âHave you ever thought about a career outside of the armada?â
He swallowed the fruit and reached for more. âI wanted to be a surgeon.â
âWhy didnât you go to med school?â
âCouldnât get in with my classification. Without a paternal lineage, no Andarion school would even accept my application.â
âNo one?â
He shook his head. âBelieve me, I tried. I even applied to The League medical corps. They turned me down, too. Since they have so few Andarions in their service and the humans donât like for us to treat them, they said they didnât have any open slots for our kind. I applied three times, and with the third one, they sent notice that I wasnât going to get in, so I shouldnât waste time or money applying again.â
That had to be hard for him. âIâm sorry, Talyn.â
He shrugged with a nonchalance she was sure he didnât really feel. How could he? Anyone whoâd kept trying after being turned down that many times must have really wanted it.
âI got over it.â
His tone said he was being honest, but she saw the regret in his eyes. The quiet, tormented resignation.
Her heart breaking for him, she watched as he finished off his bland lunch that was forced on him by his limited career options. Options he didnât bitch about, but he had every right to.
âSo what about you?â he asked, leaning back in his chair.
She wiped her lips. âWhat about me?â
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