It’s Still Complicated: …because I Am Still Waiting by Chandra Kant Jaisansaria Page B

alone, total silence. She was looking stunning in her black top and blue jeans. We both went towards my room, I showed her my almirah, my laptop and the note book in which I used to write the poems. Now we both were sitting next to each other and smiling. I wanted to kiss her; I held her hand and kissed it. She smiled and pulled a pillow to put it on her lap. I laid my head on that pillow and told her that I had been waiting for such moment when I put my head on her lap and she put her hand on my head and slowly raked her fingers across my hair. She did the same and then I kissed her on her head.
    I slowly went close to her now and hugged her, she was breathing slowly and I could hear her whispering “ I Love You !” in my ear, I replied “ I Love you too !”. I adjusted the curtains of my room to prevent the light from coming inside. I then kissed her on her lips; I could feel her warm breath while kissing, and we both were lost in each other now. We kept on kissing each other. Looking at her I smiled and I started with a kiss on her head - a kiss of love, then a kiss on her eyes - a kiss of care, then a kiss on her cheeks - a kiss of affection, then a kiss on her nose, a kiss of trust, then a kiss on her lips - a kiss of romance and then finally a kiss on her neck, a kiss of seduction. We both were now the world of each other. I could feel her smell and it was mesmerizing me. Every lady has a different smell, and that smell makes a man go down on his knees to get that women. I then kissed each and every cell of her. We both were now totally on each other’s hands and that was the most romantic day of our intimate relationship.
    After few hours which we spent together she had to go home. She dressed up and started walking towards the main gate, I held her hand and pulled her towards me and again we both were silently standing in front of each other, I kissed her again and then she left. I was feeling very different now as I had given myself to her forever. I called her and said “After everything which we had today I am totally yours, and I will always be,” She was very happy to listen to this and replied “I am very happy to have you in my life; I promise I’ll always be yours and yours only!” This was the happiest day of my life.
    But you never know what the time and fate has decided for us, “ Whenever I am very happy, something bad happens ”. A month after this we were caught by the police kissing each other in a car. The policeman asked me to come out and threatened me by saying that he would take both of us to the police station and call our families and tell them what we were doing. We were very afraid but suddenly I got an idea ‘Money makes the mayor go!’ is the famous adage”. I bribed the policeman. This solved our problem and we were free to go from there.
    After that Megha was very introverted; she never wanted people to know about us. But my life on the other hand was an open book for everybody to read and except for a few very serious things I never hid anything from anyone in my family. Megha got angry and hurt thinking about that incident and she asked me not to meet her in the car like this. I agreed because I always wanted to keep her happy. We started meeting each other in the nearby malls and parks then.
    23rd January, 2011 (My Birthday)
    My cousin Preeti was in Delhi, in 2011 for her CS exams preparation. Megha already knew all of my cousins so I asked her if she didn’t mind me taking Ravi and Preeti along with us to celebrate my birthday. She was okay with it and we all planned to go to Rajaouri Garden for my birthday party. Rajaouri Garden is a nice place to do some shopping, and I personally like that place because I find it quite calm and beautiful.
    Megha was waiting for all of us at the Kohat Metro Station in her car. Me, Preeti and Ravi came to Kohat on the metro and then we had to go to Rajaouri in Megha’s Car. Of course me and Megha were a couple so as she was driving I