effect, ink and a compass point, but ornate lettering and in a different colour on each knuckle. The fancy letters were stretched out over his knuckle bones. He saw me staring at his hands. âWant to take Norma for a bit?â he said.
âK.â It felt nice holding the lead with a live creature on the end of it, like a sort of connection. She didnât notice the change though, just kept looping about and tugging and stopping to sniff at stuff.
We got to the Dukeâs Head and had to sit outside because of the dogs. It was freezing. We sat in what they laughingly call a beer-garden where there were some kids skate-boarding about.
âSo?â I said.
âJust get a couple of pints in,â he said.
I donât know why I did. Being ordered about by a complete stranger is not my usual thing. I stood there a minute wondering whether to tell him where to go. âWhat about some crisps and all?â he said.
When I got back with the slopping pints and a packet of prawn cocktail, I said, âWhat do you want? Apart from the pint.â
He slurped half his drink in one go, then ripped the crisps open. He crammed about half in his mouth and shoved the packet at me. I took a crisp and nibbled the edge.
âWell?â
âYou got a place?â he said.
âYeah, sort of.â
âNot one of them student halls?â
âNo.â
âYou sharing?â
âNo. No. I like to be alone.â
âGood.â He got his tobacco out of his pocket and rolled a fag.
âWhy good?â
âWhat you doing?â
I looked down and saw what I was doing. It was a thing I did as a kid, nibble and nibble round a crisp so it gets smaller and smaller. You can make a single crisp last for ages like that. âNothing.â I chucked the half-nibbled crisp to Norma who snapped it up, mid-air.
âSo, what do you want?â I said.
âI need somewhere to crash. Lie low for a bit.â
âWhatâs wrong with your mumâs?â I could hardly look at him for fear of seeing myself. âDonât you ever take your shades off?â I said. I hate talking to a person when you canât see their eyes and if you ask me only posers wear sunglasses when itâs not sunny.
He looked round then took them off. Iâd forgotten his eyes were such a cool sharp grey. They made me flinch. He shook his head and took a deep breath like someone about to jump. âLook. Iâm in deep shit. Thereâs reasons I canât go to my mumâs, OK?â
âBut why ask me ? You donât even know me.â
âYeah well, exactly. No one would come looking for me at yours, would they?â
âBut how do you know I wonât ⦠I donât know ⦠call the police or something.â
âBecause I know you,â he said, reaching across the table to touch my hand. He took my breath away saying that. I know you . His fingertips were slippery ice.
I couldnât help the smile. âNo you donât,â I said.
âSo?â He squeezed the tip of my middle finger between his finger and thumb. I pulled my hand away but the sensation stayed there. One finger-end in all the big cold world.
I nearly got pulled in. At that moment I wanted to help. It was a pity I couldnât but no way could I let him in. The cellar was mine and mine alone. I was quite safe and balanced. And not scared. It was quite simple. He just had to lie low for a time, well I know about that. I am the expert. Except I would never in a million years ask anyone else for help. It puts you in their power. There was a kind of glow in me from his words. I know you .
I had to concentrate. I took a sip of beer. His was nearly finished. âDid you steal your mumâs bag?â I said.
âWhat the fuckâs that got to do â¦â
âAm I supposed to be scared of all this swearing?â I said.
He did a weird kind of laugh and looked at me hard, a
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