horrified expression if sheâd overheard someone asking one of her daughters that question. The Baxter girls were not raised to make things. They were raised to earn exorbitant wagesâor marry moneyâthen pay others to make things for them.
âNo,â she said, âa lawyer.â
âDo you ever sell your creations? Because Iâd be first in line to buy one.â
Sell them? Pia almost laughed. Her job took practically every minute of her day, and once she made partner, it would only get busier. And this woman thought sheâd have time to sit around and make hats for other people? That after a law degree from Yale and incalculable hours of overtime, sheâd suddenly start spending her nights whipping up designs? A niggle of annoyance reared its headâsolely to do with the conversation, not with the fact that this woman was on JTâs arm, of course.
âSorry to disappoint,â she said with a polite smile, âI donât have the time.â
Christina was undeterred. âWell, if you ever change your mind, please make sure Iâm the first person you call becauseââ
âNell,â JT interrupted, âthereâs something I wanted to discuss. Do you have a moment to take a walk with me?â
Thankful for the interruption, she turned to him. The offer of escape from Christinaâs well-intentioned enthusiasm was hard to bypass, but there was a danger in being alone with this man. Although, they wouldnât be aloneâthey were at an event, being held in a large park filled with people, in the middle of the day. It was nothing like being alone at their special beach in the moonlight.
JT offered his arm and after only a brief hesitation, she slipped her hand into the crook of his elbow. âChristina, Iâll see you tomorrow,â he said, and after they made goodbyes to Christina, they moved away.
âSo you havenât given up completely on your dream to be a fashion designer,â he said lightly, looking ahead. She sighed. So much for avoiding a discussion on the topic by leaving with him.
âIâm not designing hats. Itâs just a pragmatic solution when I canât find a suitable one.â
JT looked down into Piaâs serious expression as they walked and wondered if she truly believed that. Had she sublimated her creative nature that far, or was she spinning him a line? Her eyes didnât flicker. She did believe itâshe thought she was as straitlaced as her parents and sisters. Sure, heâd seen the signs when theyâd met againâthe conservative suits, the harshly pinned-back hair, the closed expressionâbut heâd thought it was a facade for her careerâs sake. And for his sake. But now it was obvious she truly believed it.
Sheâd forgotten the shape of her soul.
He rubbed a finger across his forehead. How was that possible? Perhaps itâd been the aftermath of losing their baby, when sheâd closed herself off to him. Itâd been the worst time of his lifeâperhaps itâd also been enough to rupture her self-image, her belief in her true self?
He blew out a long breath. Whenever itâd happened, whatever it was that had changed her from a free-spirited, joyful person, it was wrong. Suddenly desperate to ruffle her feathers, to mess up that oh-so-controlled mask she was wearing, he guided them away from the crowd, to another part of the garden that was open to tourists but seemed to be empty.
âPia,â he said, low, as they walked, âyouâre not this person.â
Her gaze flew up to his, her violet eyes startled. âWhat do you mean?â
âThis,â he waved a hand up and down her outfit, âis one of your sisters, not you.â
Her eyes hardened and her chin swung away as she spoke. âNo, JT. Iâve grown up. Donât presume you know anything about me anymore.â
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