who say things like that? Theyâre not real friends.â
âBut Taylorâs my best friend !â
She looked a little crazed then, in her eyes, and it scared me a little. Like Iâd made a big mistake bringing her into this. âIs she?â
âOf course she is.â I wiped my nose.
She huffed and seemed to literally bite her tongue. âIs this how best friends treat each other?â
I didnât want to hear anything she was saying. Taylorhad to be my best friend. Because if not her, then who? Wendy? No way. Apart from that time when I stashed her photo in a drawer, I hadnât really thought about her since school let out. Didnât that mean something? That I didnât miss her? It had to.
âWhy doesnât she like me?â I asked. âAlyssa, I mean.â
Mom shook her head. âYou canât do anything about whether people like you or not. Except the obvious things, like not being mean or intentionally hurting someone.â
It sounded like a question. âIâm not! I didnât!â
âOkay then,â she said.
âBut what am I going to do?â
âYouâre going to think about the fact that maybe you donât like her .â She stood and went to my mirror, pushed her hair behind her ears and studied herself. âMaybe you donât even really like Taylor all that much either.â
âOf course I do!â I shouted.
But I wasnât so sure anymore, not after the way sheâd been siding with Alyssa so much. Thinking back on how things used to be, it was hard to believe that Taylor was still the same person Iâd had sleepovers with over winter break, and told all my secrets, like how I once tried to practice kissing using my own hand. It wasnât that simple, though. âThey live on our street .â
She nodded. âAnd I donât really like Mrs. Chamberlain, but we still live on the same street and are civil and donâtpretend weâre anything more than neighbors. Iâm not really friends with Taylorâs mom, either. I mean I help her out with Taylor when she has work stuff and sheâs helped me, too, but itâs not like we talk about important things.â
It was true that Mom really didnât like Mrs. Chamberlain, who was also saying weird things about our house or yard, like âI see youâre going for the wild look with the lawn!â It was also true that Mom and Taylorâs mother never really spoke for more than a few minutes. It was always just about us girls, or stuff happening on the block.
âWhy arenât you friends with Taylorâs mom?â
She looked caught out in her reflection in the mirror. âWe just donât have a lot in common.â She untucked her hair from her ears and turned back to me. âWhen you start school again it wonât matter as much as it does now.â
âBut summerâs another five weeks!â
âWell, youâll have camp starting next week.â She seemed ready to be done with this conversation; I felt the same. âThis week, why donât you have Wendy over?â
I would not invite Wendy over if I could avoid it. âMaybe.â
We went downstairs, and I helped her clean up dinner. When we were done, she walked over to the phone and plugged it back in. It started ringing before sheâd even let go of the wire.
âThatâs it,â she snapped. âIâve had it.â
She opened and closed a few kitchen drawers. Shepulled something out of the back of the junk drawerâa whistle Iâd gotten in a birthday goodie bag a few years agoâand propped it by her lips. Picking up the phone mid-ring, she blew that whistle so hardâit was louder than that whole party had beenâthat her face turned red. I covered my ears.
âWhat on earth?â Dad said from the other room.
âCome on.â Mom unplugged the phone again, grabbed her car keys off the
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