hot, they almost burn the backs of my legs, and we open up Paulâs notebook, and we start to figure things out, like how much money we need and what weâll tell our parents and what weâll do when we arrive in the panhandle of Florida. ( If we arrive in the panhandle of Florida.)
I tell Paul thatâs another not-good thing about The Great Good Bible Church of Panhandle Florida: âIt should be called The Great Good Bible Church of THE Panhandle OF Florida. Shouldnât it? Itâs THE Panhandle! Thatâs the sort of mistake that would drive Mrs. Murray half-crazyââ
And then I interrupt myself. âOh, gosh. Wait a minute,â I say. âWhat about the Murrays? Mrs. Murrayâs expecting me, every day but Tuesdays. She needs me,and Iâll be letting her down if Iâm suddenly not there.â
âNow, thatâs kind of funny,â says Paul.
âWhat?â
âThat youâre more worried about Mrs. Murray than you are about your own dad.â
And Paulâs right. Iâm not really thinking too much about Daddy, because if I think about Daddy, I think about getting caughtâas a runaway, for goodnessâ sakeâand that gives me the chill-bumps. Plus, it doesnât seem to me that Daddy (or God, for that matter) has done such a great job of looking after Mama lately, which is why itâs been left completely up to me. Well, me and Science Boy here, if thatâs not the strangest thing.
âOkay, fine,â I say. âMrs. Murray will be fine. Sheâs resourceful.â Which was another one of our vocab words this year, by the way. Plus, she is. âNow, hereâs what I think, Paul Dobbs . . .â
And this idea comes out of my mouth before itâs even really solid in my head. âIf weâre going all the way to Florida,â I say, âI think we better go see the space shuttle too. I mean, thatâs where they keep it, right? Or where they keep them , since there are a few of them, like you told me? If youâre gonna kiss space good-bye after all these years of loving it so much you wanted to marry it, then itseems like you oughta break up in person. Right?â
I turn to look at Paul, sitting so close to me that weâre practically stuck together. I want to see what he thinks of my half-cocked idea. And wow. I promise you that right that very minute? His eyes start to shine again. Like stars.
Chapter Eight
B efore leaving for the Murraysâ in the morning, I pack my school backpack with a few pairs of underwear; my toothbrush, hairbrush, and some hairbands; two hundred and sixty dollars in babysitting money; and a box of granola bars Daddy brought home with the shopping yesterday.
When we said good-bye outside the church last night, Paul told me to be ready to go at a momentâs notice, âSo that as soon as I get the money I need, we can take off.â
I was about to tell him to stop being pushy, but then I thought I probably wouldnât step one foot outside of Loomer, Texas, without Paul being a little pushy, so I said okay. And here I am, packing. I shiver when I zip up my bag, and my brain says, No, no! but then I interrupt myself and think, Yes.
I look around my room to distract myselfâthe room Mama let me decorate in third gradeâand lordamercy, I have grown so deathly ill of this pink. Itâs like bubble gum stuck in Hello Kittyâs fur, and when I get back home with Mama, Iâm gonna ask if we can do something about it.
âWhen I get back home,â is what I said to myself, which means itâs not just Paul whoâs 100 percent serious anymore. Who cares if the farthest Iâve ever been is Galveston? Iâm going to find my mama in Florida. I just am. Yes, yes, no matter what, yes.
I run downstairs into the kitchen and grab Mamaâs medicines off the counter. And there, behind the bag, quietly plugged in next to the toaster, is her
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