question.
âSo youâre definitely relocating like you said last night?â
âYeah, probably.â I studied the streaks the sponge had left on the table because I didnât want my eyes to meet his. âIâm not exactly sure whenâa few weeks, maybe.â
âOr the end of the summer.â He shifted his gaze away then back to me. âRaine, youâll forgive me for asking you this, like I know I just met you, but are you running away from someone? Like Daveyâs father, maybe?â I heard in his voice what the kids in school must have heard when they were scared or in trouble, and what whomever he had shared this house with had probably seen when he held her close. I felt like one of those kids, wondered how it would be to unburden myself to someone with such tenderness in his eyes. I thought about Elan, then made myself stop.
âDaveyâs father is dead. Iâm a widow. Daveyâs father died shortly before he was born,â I said quickly, hoping that would be enough. He went to the counter and poured a cup of coffee, nodded at me, asking if Iâd like some, too, and I told him I would. âSo how long have you known Luna?â I changed the subject; I didnât want to tell him anything else, let those thoughtful eyes pull anything out of me.
âAbout a year and a half. She and Dennieâ¦â He began again. âShe and my late wife, Denice, were good friends. So I guess youâve known Luna all your life.â He took a swallow of coffee; he was changing the subject, too.
âNo, I just met her.â
âYouâre not serious?â he said, sitting back down.
âYeah, actually I am.â The coffee was hot and bitter. I like mine sweet, half filled with milk. Two teaspoons of sugar, three when Iâm by myself. He must have noticed my distaste.
âForgot to ask, want some milk? I take mine black. Iâm out of sugar. Got some honey, though.â He took a carton of milk out of the refrigerator and placed it in front of me.
âThis is fine.â Iâd picked up the whiff of sour milk when he put the carton on the table.
âBut then how did she know that you were coming? I couldnât believe it. It was like she was waiting for you,â he asked, getting back to Luna.
âLetâs just say my family has a sense of things to come. Iâll leave it at that.â
âAnd do you have a sense of things to come, too?â He was obviously curious; I almost hated to disappoint him.
âNo. Mostly I try to believe in the here and now, what I can see, hear, feel, or touch.â I was lying and wondered if he knew it. I didnât understand what was chasing us or why Davey was the way he was. There was no such thing as the here and now.
âMostly?â he said with a hint of amusement touched with something I couldnât identify, but he didnât ask me to explain, so I didnât.
Davey came in then, Pinto yelping at his heels. Seeing the two of them together like that, suddenly old friends, made me grin. Ever since he was old enough to see the âidealâ family on TVâmom, dad, two kids, family dogâhe had yearned for a petâdog, cat, guinea pig, anythingâsince the dad and two kids thing was obviously off the table. Heâd begged me so often for a pet, Iâd actually thought about giving in, and then Iâd think about our reality and know it couldnât work. Traveling around too much, I used to tell him. Itâs hard to keep a dog in an apartment. But there was something else, darker, that I didnât ever say, and when he got old enough to understand, he stopped bringing it up altogether. Animals were a threat to him. Even small ones. A pet might see him as prey or become his victim.
âDid you all have a good time out there?â I asked, and Davey nodded.
âHe likes to catch. Heâs kind of old, but he still likes to do it.â He
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