what was going on.”
Bell says softly as she walks up to me. Jeremy is squirming around
so I set him back down and he runs for his toys. I look down at
Bell’s face and I can see the concern in her eyes. “I'm sorry
Bell.” Is all I can say as she takes a step back. “You’re sorry?
That’s all we get?” She says looking over at Jeremy. “What do you
want from me?” I say to her as she looks back towards me. “I want
you Terrance. I want to know why we are not good enough for you?”
She yells this time. I made her think she wasn’t good enough. Fuck
I did more shit that I thought I did. I reach over and grab her
arm. “Bell don’t you fucking ever say that again. You hear me? You
are the best thing that has ever happened to me! Don’t you ever
think you are not good enough Bell.” I say as tears fall. “I'm not
good enough for you, damn it.” I say as I let go of her arm. “Don’t
you see me Terrance? I have never been so happy in my life than I
am when I'm with you. I'm scared to death that you will find
someone else and I won’t be able to keep you.” Bell says as she
steps towards me. I grab her around the waist and pull her to me.
“Damn it Bell. I'm so fucking sorry. I'm going to fix this ok? I'm
going to fix us. I love you Bell, I can’t fucking lose you. If I
lose you I lose everything.” I say as I lean in and kiss her. She
hugs me and doesn’t let go. “Let’s go cut our son’s hair.” I
whisper into her hair and she laughs. She looks up at me and
smiles. “I will do anything for you, you know that?” She says as I
nod and hold her to me. “Jeremy come on buddy we need to go cut
your hair before your party.” I say and he comes running yelling,
“dada.” I grab him up and hug him in one arm while I hold Bell to
me with the other arm. “That’s right, I'm dada.” I say. We walk
back into the club and I can’t believe these people are my family.
I have to be the luckiest man in the world.
Bell says softly as she walks up to me. Jeremy is squirming around
so I set him back down and he runs for his toys. I look down at
Bell’s face and I can see the concern in her eyes. “I'm sorry
Bell.” Is all I can say as she takes a step back. “You’re sorry?
That’s all we get?” She says looking over at Jeremy. “What do you
want from me?” I say to her as she looks back towards me. “I want
you Terrance. I want to know why we are not good enough for you?”
She yells this time. I made her think she wasn’t good enough. Fuck
I did more shit that I thought I did. I reach over and grab her
arm. “Bell don’t you fucking ever say that again. You hear me? You
are the best thing that has ever happened to me! Don’t you ever
think you are not good enough Bell.” I say as tears fall. “I'm not
good enough for you, damn it.” I say as I let go of her arm. “Don’t
you see me Terrance? I have never been so happy in my life than I
am when I'm with you. I'm scared to death that you will find
someone else and I won’t be able to keep you.” Bell says as she
steps towards me. I grab her around the waist and pull her to me.
“Damn it Bell. I'm so fucking sorry. I'm going to fix this ok? I'm
going to fix us. I love you Bell, I can’t fucking lose you. If I
lose you I lose everything.” I say as I lean in and kiss her. She
hugs me and doesn’t let go. “Let’s go cut our son’s hair.” I
whisper into her hair and she laughs. She looks up at me and
smiles. “I will do anything for you, you know that?” She says as I
nod and hold her to me. “Jeremy come on buddy we need to go cut
your hair before your party.” I say and he comes running yelling,
“dada.” I grab him up and hug him in one arm while I hold Bell to
me with the other arm. “That’s right, I'm dada.” I say. We walk
back into the club and I can’t believe these people are my family.
I have to be the luckiest man in the world.
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