lunchtime and sat at another table, the light finally went on. Liberty was avoiding me. It looked like Cody wasnât the only one whoâd been dumped.
All afternoon I thought about that â which is probably why I couldnât get any formulas to balance in chemistry and why I let in four goals during a soccer game in phys ed. And though being snubbed by Liberty shocked and embarrassed me, those feelings soon changed to anger. The more I thought about things, the angrier I got.
Liberty had used me. Sheâd used me to get to Cody, and sheâd used me to get in with the other kids at school. And now that she didnât need me anymore, she was tossing me away like an empty candy bar wrapper. By the time the last bell rang I was so mad it was a wonder steam wasnât pouring out of my ears. If Iâd passed Liberty in the hall at that moment I would probably have punched her in the nose.
I made a quick trip to my locker and then poked my head into the office to let Mom know Iâd be taking the bus home.
As I climbed aboard, I could see Liberty at the back with her new grade eleven friends. I took a seat near the front beside Sarah Shaw. When the bus stopped at the end of Libertyâs driveway, I didnât even watch her leave. A quarter mile down the road, I got off with Sarah. Since my stop was another two miles away, Sarah was more than a little surprised. But I crossed my fingers behind my back and explained that Iâd left something at Libertyâs that I needed right away. I didnât tell her it was my self-respect.
With my eyes fixed blindly on the rolling purple hills ahead, and my mind focused on what I was going to say, I began the trek back to Libertyâs house. I played out the different ways the conversation might go. At first, all I could see was me biting Libertyâs head off. That was the least she deserved! But the closer I got to her house, the less angry I got, and the more reasonable the conversations taking place in my head became.
Iâd explain how hurt Cody and I were, and Liberty would apologize. She might even cry. Sheâd admit sheâd made a mistake dumping Cody, and sheâd beg me to help her get him back. Then sheâd confess how embarrassed she was, and that was why sheâd avoided me all day.
I sighed and raked my hand through a tall clump of golden horsetails at the side of the road.
Yeah, right
!
At the bottom of Libertyâs driveway I stopped. I wasnât chickening out or anything. I just needed a minute to get my engines totally revved â kind of like an airplane that sits at the end of the runway for a second before barreling ahead for takeoff.
Chapter Twelve
Mrs. Hayes was frowning as she answered the door. For a second it looked like she wasnât going to let me in. But then her frown dissolved and she pointed to the staircase behind her.
âLibertyâs in her room,â she said. âGo on up.â
Liberty didnât hear me coming. It was a good minute before she noticed me standing in the doorway. She was sprawled across her bed, talking on the phone. Her eyes were sparkling and there was laughter in her voice. She looked somuch like the Liberty I was used to that I almost forgot why Iâd come. But then she saw me, and her expression became hard as stone.
âIâll have to call you back,â she told the person on the other end of the phone. She pushed herself up to a sitting position and glared at me. âHow did you get in here?â Then she bellowed into the hallway behind me. âMother!â And again. âMother!â
âSave your breath,â I said. âIâm not staying.â
âWhat do you want?â Liberty snarled. âAnd make it fast. I have things to do.â As if to prove her point, she got to her feet and stalked across the room to her dresser.
âThatâs a nice way to talk to your
best friend
.â
Liberty didnât even
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